Learning to See

Awe of Seeing Again

After fifteen years here, and a decade in museums before that, I know these galleries like the back of my hand or at least, I think I do. know where the light falls in the mornings, where the floor creaks just a little, which paintings people hurry past and which ones stop them in their tracks. But every so often, something shifts and what’s familiar feels extraordinary again.

About six years ago, I remember walking through late in the afternoon, alone and tired. I’d been asking myself the question that comes for anyone who’s stayed long enough: Am I done here? The work still mattered, but I could move through it almost automatically. I wondered if it was time for a new place, a new challenge, a new spark.

When we came back, there was an enormous new building and new ways of showing the collection, but even then, I wasn’t sure I’d found my way back to that feeling of awe.

Then a few months ago, two works were installed together. I didn’t expect much. But when I turned the corner and saw them side by side, the air shifted. The pairing created a rhythm, a conversation that felt alive. I stood there quietly, aware of the space between them and of myself in it. That small act of really seeing opened something in me.

It felt like walking Artemis early in the morning lately, noticing the season change. The light arrives differently now—thinner, cooler, almost silvery. The same path, the same trees, but something subtle in the air makes me slow down and notice again.

That’s what this installation did. It changed the light.

It reminded me that renewal isn’t always about big gestures or starting over. Sometimes it’s in the rearranging, the small, unexpected shifts that let us see the familiar with new eyes.

I lingered longer than I meant to, breathing and grateful—for the reminder that art, like the world outside with its changing light and seasons, keeps offering new ways to look, if we stay open enough to notice.